This is my last journal entry. I will no longer be involved in deviantART.
not that I update much anyway..I haven't since july 30th..<_<; for a while there I at least tried to keep up with checking my messages and such, but that became a tiring task and since I don't upload or write journals anymore anyway, I figured hey, what's the point in staying? course mel, I'll still go to your page every now and then and check it out, and who knows, maybe I'll check out the front page every now and then. but probably not. I've pretty much already abandoned my page anyway, this is just a formal sort of thing. no, nothing "happened" or whatever, I just think it's pointless to still go here when I don't..go here o_o; so...thank you all, you're all wonderfully talented artists and I wish you the very best. I never got to know a lot of you, but the artistic and literary talents I've witnessed here are tremendous. for those of you who became my friends, your love makes the world a better place and the talent you share with it even more priceless. the two years I've spent at devART (it will be exactly two years this sunday, I didn't realize I was leaving so close to my anniversary x_X) have been mind-opening, serene, and above all - fun. and though I'm sure none of you will miss my art terribly much (the main reason being that I haven't made much of it, and that that I have made is not very good), I will miss yours because it is beautiful. I cannot keep up with checking messages here and still have a life, however - especially if I'm not going to be involved in the community anymore - so I am afraid I will not be able to feast my eyes on your creations anymore. this, along with never gaining a prominent place here in the devART community, is the only thing I regret. I'm sorry I didn't update more and that my entire existance here has been rather on and off. all the more reason to give it the boot I suppose. but you can all be certain that your art has impacted my life, and that every captured moment in time - every emotional outpour let loose on a canvas - has a special place in my heart.
I'm terribly sorry for rambling (and for being so corny). if any of you wish to keep in touch with me you may email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
or send me an IM. I love you all - you can be certain that if you took the time to read this, that I do. I really do.